This is a post I wrote last winter, after I had made the decision not to transition. I was saving it for a time when I had fought through the worst part of the depression and was open enough about being trans that I felt comfortable sharing it.
That time never came. Instead, it's April and I'm a good quarter of the way to being a girl. Life is odd like that sometimes. But it would be a waste to throw away a heartfelt accounting of my experiences over the past year, so I decided to resurrect and rewrite the post in the context of everything that's happened since. Enjoy!
I wanna tell you about the time I almost died
I never thought it would happen to me. Not at this age. But if I go back to the beginning that'll take forever. So, let's start more recently...